Yes, my right foot's illness is back. And this time it's worse. It's been on since tuesday, and there's this really sharp and torturing pain in my right foot which is like on forever. There's not even a single moment that the pain wears off, not even for 5 secs. It's like PERMANENT. Have you all ever experienced physical pain which is PERMANENT? I still managed to force a smile out when i'm in school or with my friends. But inside, i'm actually enduring it while playing games,talking, laughing, eating, walking etc. And yes, i've become quite moody at times because of that pain, it really wears me down. Went for checkup recently, and the doctor said that they can only help me to lessen the pain. Gave me sone medicine for that, but it's like not much of a difference. And guess what? I can't even balance myself when i stand firmly on the ground with both of my legs. I have to exert strength in one leg and use that leg as my pillar to balance myself while standing. Zzz. Okay enough of this thing. I just hope that everything goes well for me. I'm really tired of all the bad things. All i want now is just to enjoy my life with everyone i know.
Oh i almost forget. I'm gonna make a public apology to someone i know.
Ah wei. Sorry for treating you like this ever since that incident. I made unnecessary fusses and was unresonable. Let's go out and enjoy again someday.