The truth about me .

Okay, i didn't want to blog actually, but because I seriously have nothing to do now, so a little exercise for my fingers would be nice. I've been spending money like hell since june till now. I've even bought a PSP. Found a very good deal actually, but still damn expensive lar. Downtown east's lifeguards will be going their separate ways soon, but I hope we'd still meet up and go out next time.

I don't get it. Why am I always the one trying to contact and socialise with people, and nobody even bothers to contact me? I mean, my handphone can be really SILENT for a whole day. That feeling really suck. Oh yar. I hate weeknights too. There's never any lunch nor dinner at home. NEVER. And everyone who knows me, knows that i can never eat alone. So yar, i've been surviving without dinner for quite some time already, but i ate yesterday. I guess there won't be any dinner for me from tomorrow onwards till friday. Oh sorry i forgot, i'm anti-emo :D

Just now i had a classmate who was just admitted to the hospital. His name was Feroz. Why was he admitted? He had Amnesia. We skipped FIA lesson to go to TTSH to visit him, and he didn't recognise us, he didn't even recognise his mother who was standing beside him. Don't know whether he's faking or not.. But let's just hope things get better soon.

Course is starting soon. 6th of August. And i might be flying to Thailand for 2 weeks during September to do community work with my school. We're gonna build a childcare centre for the children there. I think it's meaningful, although it seems SUPER suffering when i attended the briefing for it. 2 weeks is quite a long period, and i'll not be in Singapore. Oh well, nobody bothers anyway.

Oops! Anti-Emo~~

So yea, i'm sick of being given false hope. I won't be that easy to please in future.